Regrets..they say that no action or decision should be regretted upon as at one point you chose to welcome it. I guess I’ll have to accept my actions, even though they are not to my liking.
September 21..a day that will be added to my memory lane. The thing that I hate the most, the sin that I despise the most..i fell victim to its prey..all because i was curious and the compliments went into my head. Rational thought went out the window..I lost my head, it flew out the window when it happened.
When things like these happened, most people will glorify it and feel giddy inside..I felt disgust..disgust towards myself as i curse how reckless and naive i have been in thinking that i can call his bluff.
yes regrets…i can’t seem to get him or it out of my mind. but i’m hell bent on making sure i’ll forget this and move on. It was one mistake too many. I just need to constantly remind myself that it’s off limits..I need to believe it. I need to fight it.
refurbishing my editing skills with Photoshake
i don’t understand the weather here. when it rains only a portion of the city gets drenched in cold cold rain. for example, only the downtown area is pouring cats & dogs while the uptown area is so dry.
i don’t understand how some people think that their time is more important than ours. they demand that you be at home whenever they call or visit. or they expect to meet you at this & that time but THEY NEVER ARRIVE ON TIME & THEY NEVER BOTHER TO APOLOGIZE FOR THE INCONVENIENCE. or they expect you to attend a party you don’t want to attend because it’s bound to bring only disaster for you but they don’t bother to ask whether you want to or not. and then there are others that DEMAND FOR A 24/7 OPEN HOTLINE..not even bothering if i’m still breathing from the sea of problems i’m facing..they think that their problems are graver than ours that we should attend to it at once & leave our troubles behind..HELLO I’M NOT SUPERWOMAN for crying out loud..some of us wants a vacation from your troubles from time to time to focus on OUR WORRIES..sigh these self-centered people call themselves family..friends..if you really are what you say you are please be considerate too…it doesn’t mean that you’re older, like ten thousand years older, that you can dictate & control my time..if you want respect, you’ve got to give some respect too. you can begin with respecting my time & space.
some people really have this need to tell everyone everything. yes, i understand that & respect it. but come on!!! do you have to tell everyone a twisted version of the story???
i don’t understand why some people find the smallest things connected to them. like, everything they see, hear, read are all about them…some people…
i don’t understand how some people DO NOT KNOW HOW TO RETURN ITEMS THEY BORROWED!!! you have to constantly remind them to return it but they never do. they think that just because it’s an insignificant thing it doesn’t need to be returned. & I HATE MYSELF FOR TRUSTING THESE PEOPLE TO BORROW AND RETURN THESE SAID ITEMS. i believe i made this my new year’s resolution but still i let people borrow stuff from me..i can be so trusting and gullible at times…
i just don’t understand…stupidity…
office crush aka cupcake u still owe me a cupcake weeee
i hate it when people i love and care about get hurt. i’m the type of person who would go through lengths to defend someone whether or not they are right or wrong. i remember a time when my sister was being bullied by a “friend” when she was in second grade. when she told me about it during lunch break, i was so furious that i stormed through the classroom and confronted the brat (even though the brat was just a kid.)
i always defend my friends and family, that’s how i roll. i guess that’s one thing that life taught me, to be loyal through and through. i know how this may sound. that i’d turn a blind eye on my loved ones’ mistakes. i don’t. in fact, i usually get the facts first, compare versions, then retaliate. in some cases, i don’t retaliate immediately. most of the time, my plans are long term. yes, as evil as it may sound, i do believe in revenge & karma. why shouldn’t i? life has been hard enough and the only way to get back on track is to get even. yes, you might argue that i haven’t seen how harsh life can be. if you said that, then you don’t know me at all. you don’t know my troubles and everything i’ve been through.
the point of this excessive rambling is this. i haven’t forgotten. i do not forget. i will not forget. and someday i’ll come to collect, just hope that that someday is not in the near future. but for now, i’ll let it rest.
You want to say, “I hope you won’t get to go through this pain,” but you can’t. There’s this deep dark sinister force inside you that wishes others will suffer too. You’re through with all the martyr crap. That’s all so medieval & forgotten act. Sometimes you just want to break free & forget all those obligations.
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